Thursday, October 11, 2007

A Song && Some Words.

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

I had the worst day ever.
Wanna know why?
1. One of my best friends is being a complete jerk to me after all I did was care about her. I just don't want her to get hurt. And her boy friend is/has always been an asshole. I'm not sure why she can't see that.
2. My other best friend /will not/ stop flirting with my crush. I totally had him first. She's just annoying the shit out of me.
3. I'm running out of friends to have.
4. I am more in love with this kid than I've ever been, but now he hates me. It figures.
5. Now I have cheer pictures where I have to smile. And all I've felt like doing all day is crying, so that just sucks. Plus, my only friend in cheerleading is the friend who is currently pissed at me for no reason.
6. I'm in the least focused group /ever/ in science. With an obnoxious kid, the one I'm in love with, my flirtatious "best friend" and me.
7. Everyone now thinks it's "that time of the month" for me thanks to Sabrina. Therefore, everyone's ignoring me and making fun of me. Stupid Kara started it. She /had/ to say I've been having mood swings which I really haven't.
Nope.
It really doesn't get much worse than that.
And the most horrible part?
I think it's all my stupid fault.
-- Paige

3 comments:

Dancer01 said...

If you are running out of friends to have.. You know I am always here lol =) & Cheer up!!!! =) =P :)

TheSaxyOne20 said...

u still have me!!

Anonymous said...

ummm, excuse me, i do not enjoy being blamed for things i did not do. 1. i /never/ said that you were mood-swing-y, i might hae said it once or twice /after/ sabrina said it. 2. i was never mad at you, i was just getting annoyed that /everybody/ was trash-talking him. 3. i know you were just saying your opinion and stuff... and that you were right, but ppl make mistakes. ans whatever happened to not using real names?