I hate this feeling.
I hate it so much.
The one person I've ever truly loved more than anything doesn't like me anymore.
You see, he used to love me.
But then I had to go and screw everything up.
So I really shouldn't be mad at anyone but myself for this screwed up life.
And I'm not.
I don't want to be in love.
I didn't ask for this.
So why did it happen?
I'd like to know myself.
No one understands what it's like to feel this way.
I'm not sure anyone ever will.
I finally found someone who I love everything about.
He was the sweetest person in the world.
Was is the key word.
Because, as I said, everything is so fricking complicated now I don't even know why I'm alive.
I found something to live for, and he was pulled out from under me.
Now all I have is a family and a few friends.
What would you do if you were caught in my situation?
Let me recap for you.
This guy who I'm completely in love with likes me back, but he doesn't want to get hurt again. My "best friend" likes him too and asked him out without my permission. They dated, but he broke up with her because he never really liked her in the first place. So now I still am mad at her. I know she doesn't like me.
Now, you try to live this life.
Tell me what you would do.
And don't give me any "get over him" crap, because it doesn't work.
I've tried.
Just remember, you love him.
-- Paige
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2 comments:
psh, im still your friend and i dont like the dude and i like you so there. =p. if i were you id just wait for him, cuz you wont get over him... but you could try... but until then, just have fun!! =]
Paige! Don't let it reck your life! You are so awesome and so many people like you! Including me. Your my friend! Anyways hang in there! lol. It will get better like, everything always does! =)
=) Vicky =)
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