we're [falling♥apart] to half time

DANCEDANCE.
song moment. (:
okay.
now.
to the point of this blog...
i really am nawt hoping for a repeat of last year.
this all sounds too painfully familiar.
a dude dumps his girl friend.
then decides he wants to go out with me.
i am dubbed a boy friend stealer.
my best friend clings to my boy friend more than me.
we fight over him...
A ZILLION TIMES.
and yummers is the best friend ever.
and, except for the last part, i don't want to go through that again.
no.
nawt at all.
so all my friends [and parents] say that /if/ he asks me out, i should say no.
which would be totally cool and make him fall on his face.
but i can't say no to him.
as i told kara at the dance;
i swear to god he puts a spell on people.
because i know that if he were to ask me out at any point, i would say yes.
and i don't know if that's crazyness or stupidity or what.
but it has to mean something... right?
like, if we both go crawling back to each other, maybe we're made for each other?
i really just don't know.
and i want this drama to END.
liiiiike, now.
thanks.
<3
Paige