i give up [..maybe..]

wanna hear the stupidest thing ever?
well i went to a basketball game with kara tonight and we had super fun, like we always do.
but erika was there.
so my parents were like, "go say hi to erika or we'll never take you to another game" [which was stupid in the first place]
so i'm like, "i'm not really her friend but whatever i'll go at half time" [cause usually the people run around & stuff and so you're not noticed if you sit in the bleachers.]
soanyway.
half time came and everyone was, like, huddled and so i was scared to go over to her.
so i didn't.
and now my parents are really mad at me and really won't take me to another game.
because we got home and my dad's like, "you embarrassed me. so i really am never going to take you to another game." so i'm like, "how the heck was i embarrassing?!?!" he's like, "you seem like a stalker." and i'm like, "how does that affect you?" and he's like, "you're my daughter; you're my responsibility." and i'm like, "well that's stupid. you didn't have to take me in the first place." he's like, "it doesn't matter. you aren't going to anymore." i'm like, "whatever. no big deal." he's like, "it is a big deal cause you won't admit that you did something wrong." i'm like, "what did i do wrong?!?!?!" and then he walked away.
like i didn't mean anything.
which i'm sure i don't.
because my life is pretty much over.
and i'm really scared cause my mom has thyroid cancer and she's having surgery tomorrow.
so i'm gonna be at my grandma's trying to get my mind off of things; yet probably crying in the process.
whatever.
you don't even know how much i've cried today.
srsly, i could make a river and drown someone in it.
you don't know how much i want to.
comments to make me feel better?
- Paige

what time is it? [christmas time]

& that is a real song.
the cast [minus zac who's working on a new movie] designed it for the christmas parade.
i saw it.
it was pretty spiffy, if i do say so myself. :]
so i'm going to make a list of who got me what for christmas... well, the stuff i can remember anyway. =p
kara- the taylor swift deluxe edition cd, lip gloss, and a stuffed tiger.
sabrina- a really really really beautiful troy necklace.
my parents & santa- luggage bag things, jelly beans, pjs, a night light, both hsm cd board games [kara; you're coming over thursday (maybe) to play], zac efron [i'll exlpain later], hsm2 dvd, cell phone jewels, a creme brulee scented candle, a clementine, l8r g8r book [yes kara, you /can/ borrow it], body mist, hsm bubble bath, underwear [lol. srsly, kara], and thank you notes.
my grandma [on my mom's side]- money, and a quilt.
my aunt pam- taylor swift cd [which i may return if i can], and something else i don't remember.
my cousins matt & jessica and their son zachary- earrings [lots], a link larkin calendar [which is gorgeous], and a big link larkin poster.
my aunt min- charms that say "dog lover" and stuff, and something else.
my half sister danielle- hsm socks, a cheerleader ornament that says "paige" [and is maroon and white !], and a charm bracelet that says "paige".
my great uncle jim- a book on making notebooks and journals and stuff, scrap booking stickers.
my grandma and grandma [on my dad's side]- a purse type thing, a flip flop pin, and money.
my uncle roger- a pretty silver bracelet
my uncle joe- money
my aunt carol- an adidas sport bag and money
my cousins bee and gabe- earrings and a pretty sweatshirt that matches my winter jacket
my uncle mark, my aunt lynne, an my cousins katie and mike- a summer purse/bag.
& that's basically all i can remember. =p
ohright.
so now the story about me getting zac efron.
well;
after we were done opening presents, my parents decided i needed to help make breakfast. so they went into the kitchen and i followed. and, what do you know, there was zac efron standing at my front door [granted it was a card board cut out; but it was life size]. it gave me a total heart attack. you have to see the video. it's absolutely hilarious.
and the funniest thing?
when my parents first started to ask me what i wanted for christmas i said, "zac efron" but then i'm like, "god. don't get me a life size cut out or whatever, cause that's stalkerish."
so then they saw that as a challenge and that's what they got me.
so to anyone who knows; let's not go spreading this around school.
mmmmmkay?
thank you<3
happy holidays,
Paige

best friends? [more like sisterss]

karalynnlewandowski
anthonygeorgestaszko
sabrinagabrielladekastrozza
paigegenevieveschmittlein
[friends.forever]

(3:16:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: i dunno...i just felt like insulting you
(3:17:05 PM) xxkayayeexx: you n your gay boob

(7:17:52 PM) holdxxme: ooohkay. and this, kids, is why we keep our binders organized.
(7:18:30 PM) xxkayayeexx: its actually not that messy.... i just don’t know which section i did it in....
(7:19:07 PM) holdxxme: and this, kids, is why we write in the right sections.
(7:19:36 PM) xxkayayeexx: i didn’t have paper in my science sections
(7:20:00 PM) xxkayayeexx: yahyah, "and this kids, is why we keep paper in all sections"

(8:15:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: she says "you wont be able to get one big toe into the mall" and "we might as well just walk there from our house cuz that’s how far well have to walk from our parking place"
(8:16:04 PM) holdxxme: wait... you won't be able to get a big toe?

(8:38:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: one time me n my mom n my brother were in the mall like last year. me n my mom went into the bathroom and there was some old dude near the door. as we went by he’s like, "have a nice pee" i was tempted to say, "what if I’m not peeing?" at the same time i was also thing, wtf?! lol, yes. so that’s my story

(8:48:14 PM) xxkayayeexx: haha. "is kevin there?" "nope."
(8:49:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: a <>
nope
"what do you mean, nope?! you need to put more than that!!"

(7:39:48 PM) xxkayayeexx: OMG....I CAN BE SOULJA GIRL!!!
(7:40:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: if only i was black... wait...that sounded rasist

(8:46:31 PM) holdxxme: lol. haha. he doesn't like you. xD.
(8:46:44 PM) xxkayayeexx: goood...maybe i dont like him
(8:47:13 PM) holdxxme: well he knows you think corbin's a better singer than him so he's shunning the non-believer.

(6:41:56 PM) xxkayayeexx: you are interupting my corbin time
(6:42:38 PM) holdxxme: wow. you have "corbin time?" just when i thought you couldn't get any dorkier BAM you kick it up a notch

(6:46:44 PM) holdxxme: meow
(6:46:47 PM) holdxxme: MOOOOO
(6:46:51 PM) holdxxme: quack
(6:46:55 PM) holdxxme: BAAA.
(6:47:00 PM) xxkayayeexx: EEREEEREEREEEE
(6:47:09 PM) xxkayayeexx: ^my attempt at a dolphin

(6:15:03 PM) xxkayayeexx: im collddddd
(6:15:19 PM) holdxxme: i don't care. KARA. we're on a misson. STAY FOCUSED.
(6:15:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~paigespasm~

(6:49:48 PM) xxkayayeexx: again... she's not that stupid
(6:50:07 PM) holdxxme: again, she should be. -pouts-

(7:35:46 PM) holdxxme: this is sabrina's interpritation of that song by c.b.; there was this girl outside with corbin, and she got cold and went inside and she left her scarf on the passengers seat and corbin's like, "omg. why'd you dump me?" and then he didn't want the company from the rain drops, so he went inside his car and slept where the loudness of the raindrops haunted him because they reminded him of hugs and then he's SUPAQUEER.

(7:40:59 PM) xxkayayeexx: wtf? i got super queer...but thats it lol
(7:41:32 PM) holdxxme: you got super queer? i wish i could get super queer. tell me, kara; how do you /get/ supa queeya

(6:38:34 PM) xxkayayeexx: but he wont be.....he just wants to see if you’ll do it.....or he’s horny

(7:00:07 PM) holdxxme: so is he an asshole or what?
(7:00:30 PM) xxkayayeexx: or what
(7:00:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: he’s more than an asshole

(7:15:55 PM) xxkayayeexx: I’m literally cracking up over here.....my cats staring at me like I’m crazy

(7:27:59 PM) holdxxme: he's all like, "bye.bye.bye"
(7:28:58 PM) xxkayayeexx: he’s annoying me
(7:29:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: and maybe he was singing n*sync

(7:41:51 PM) holdxxme: he needs to go POS
(7:41:51 PM) xxkayayeexx: womg

(7:57:24 PM) holdxxme: i'm your goombah
(7:57:32 PM) xxkayayeexx: lol
(7:57:39 PM) holdxxme: let's go to the hoosegow

(8:08:09 PM) xxkayayeexx: maybe...i should IM her n be like "what do you think you’re doing going out with /my/ man?!" maybe they’ll break up....

(7:09:31 PM) holdxxme: i hate them.
(7:09:34 PM) holdxxme: hatehatehate them
(7:09:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: me tooo!!
(7:09:44 PM) holdxxme: i'm also scared of them.
(7:09:49 PM) holdxxme: scaredscaredscared of them

"lol"
"lmao"
"that sounds like austin mayo."
"lmao- austin mayo"

"tony, did you have a birthday party?"
"no. why?"
"if you did, you should've invited me. cause i'm a party animal"
-insert paige laughing and putting her face in the rug as to cover her giggles-

(3:29:38 PM) holdxxme: WE DOING THINGS THAT THE GIRLS DON'T DOOOOOO.
(3:30:16 PM) xxkayayeexx: we in the car...we ride slowww
(3:30:38 PM) holdxxme: the boys stare, we smile [:-)] back.
(3:31:13 PM) xxkayayeexx: lol, we are such dorkssss
(3:31:24 PM) holdxxme: yes. yes we are.

"all for one...."
"why isn't it all for TWO?"
"everybody all for two, kara and corbin bleu."

(4:50:05 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: n you know it!!
(4:50:29 PM) holdxxme: BALLINNN'

(1:37:14 PM) burningduck14: and eating skittles
(1:37:17 PM) holdxxme: omg.
(1:37:23 PM) holdxxme: why do you keep eating skittles !?
(1:37:23 PM) xxkayayeexx: I WANT SKITTLES!!

(1:37:54 PM) burningduck14: that would sick if we could sit on a rainbow
(1:37:59 PM) holdxxme: yes it would.
(1:38:07 PM) burningduck14: weeee
(1:38:08 PM) xxkayayeexx: chya

(1:45:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: DONT GIVE IN TO PEER PRESSURE PAIGE
(1:45:31 PM) holdxxme: I CAN AND I WILL !!!
(1:45:34 PM) burningduck14: lmao

(6:51:25 PM) burningduck14: hopefully it snows so there no school then we can hang out
(6:51:29 PM) burningduck14: and have a snow ball fight
(6:51:32 PM) holdxxme: and leave paige alone.
(6:51:35 PM) holdxxme: -sniffnsniff-
(6:51:37 PM) burningduck14: yup
(6:51:41 PM) burningduck14: jk
(6:51:47 PM) burningduck14: u can come ride ur scooter

"omg."
"what?"
"that dude has a mullet !"
"I WANT MY MULLET BACK"

(7:15:54 PM) holdxxme: I'M FERGALICIOS.
(7:16:00 PM) burningduck14: xD
(7:16:15 PM) xxkayayeexx: psh...im KARALICIOUS

(7:24:38 PM) xxkayayeexx: a bunny
(7:24:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: is funny
(7:24:48 PM) holdxxme: sweeter than honey
(7:25:11 PM) burningduck14: funner then funny

(7:14:26 PM) burningduck14: u still abuse patrick
(7:14:33 PM) holdxxme: ahaha. i do NOTTTT.
(7:15:28 PM) burningduck14: I’m going to court for legal custody
(7:15:58 PM) xxkayayeexx: you 2 sound like you’re fricken married

(3:37:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: you shoudn’t be in love with him...you should be in love with /me/!
(3:37:44 PM) holdxxme: i am in love with you.
(3:37:49 PM) holdxxme: but, like, friend love.
(3:38:00 PM) holdxxme: BEST friend love.

(7:17:49 PM) burningduck14: good bye
(7:17:55 PM) holdxxme: WHAT?!
(7:18:24 PM) burningduck14: i don’t want to talk to someone who abuses my son
(7:18:27 PM) burningduck14: /bear

(7:20:13 PM) burningduck14: um.....-walks away quietly-
(7:20:21 PM) holdxxme: hahaha. no. YOU GET BACK HERE.
(7:20:30 PM) burningduck14: -runs-
(7:20:39 PM) xxkayayeexx: well guess what tony? we heard you!!
(7:20:41 PM) burningduck14: -got tired and sat back down-

(7:33:31 PM) holdxxme: thank you ghost kara.
(7:33:44 PM) xxkayayeexx: you’re welcome almost ghost paige

(3:48:06 PM) xxkayayeexx: there’s a pot advertisment on my aim buddy list
(3:48:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: =o

“ Joey, why are you acting all ghetto?”
“Cuz I am.”
“No you're not, you're a little white boy.”

"i said a swear? when?"
"last year. you said you were gonna go all [the b word] on us."
"oh. bitchy?"
"MS. WELSON!"

(5:10:24 PM) burningduck14: waiting
(5:10:28 PM) holdxxme: for?
(5:10:44 PM) burningduck14: the right time
(5:10:55 PM) holdxxme: to?
(5:11:03 PM) burningduck14: call
(5:11:10 PM) holdxxme: who?
(5:11:15 PM) burningduck14: erika
(5:11:17 PM) holdxxme: you need to learn to be more specific.

(11:14:19 AM) xxkewlkat23xx: ok...i started eating...and i had 2 rubber bands in
(11:14:29 AM) xxkewlkat23xx: then i finished eating and i only had 1
(11:14:39 AM) holdxxme: wowwwwwww.

(10:14:20 AM) xxkewlkat23xx: HEY!!! /im/ Kara!!
(10:15:45 AM) holdxxme: hey !
(10:15:48 AM) holdxxme: you are ! =o

(6:50:52 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: it was friday and i thought it was thursday
(6:50:58 PM) holdxxme: me too.
(6:51:08 PM) holdxxme: that's why i told sabrina we had math groups on friday.
(6:51:32 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: i know.. i was dreading activity cuz i thought we had math groups
(6:51:45 PM) holdxxme: we're so blond it's funny.

[after kara posted /all/ the lyrics for “I don’t dance”]
(7:14:54 PM) holdxxme: i have the song booklet.
(7:15:00 PM) holdxxme: xP
(7:15:09 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: oh.....well you could’ve told me that before
(7:15:30 PM) holdxxme: well i didn't want to ruin your fun. :]

(7:29:50 PM) holdxxme: yesh. i know.
(7:30:06 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: haha online lishp

(4:15:23 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: wow this is gard...its kinda stupid...but addicting
(4:15:30 PM) holdxxme: gard?
(4:15:32 PM) holdxxme: SWEET.
(4:15:37 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: hard**
(4:15:39 PM) holdxxme: i love it when things are gard.
(4:15:39 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: try it
(4:15:50 PM) holdxxme: i'll try anything that's gard.

(3:41:01 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: omg...that was soooooooooooo hard to understand...i had to read it like 5 times...and i still don’t get it completely, but i get the main parts
(3:41:30 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: he needs to learn about , and . and ... and ! and ? ect

“what happens if you don’t do your algebra homework?”
“ms. Mariano bites your head off.”
“yeah. Do you see these bite marks?!?!?!”

(7:41:24 PM) holdxxme: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgBQjQJNJ20 i love that song. :]
(7:41:36 PM) xxkayayeexx: aight in a min
(7:41:47 PM) holdxxme: why “in a min”? you having your corbin time or something?
(7:42:10 PM) xxkayayeexx: no, im having my "i need an avatar" time

(4:00:22 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: now tell me about your life
(4:00:39 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: omg i sound like a theripst person
(4:02:22 PM) holdxxme: and now i sound like a person /going/ to therapy.

(4:55:26 PM) holdxxme: mhmmmhm
(4:55:57 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: that’s the way mhmmhm i like it mhmmhm
(4:56:11 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: i dunno that’s what it reminded me of

(3:37:59 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: ok..good.
(3:38:06 PM) xxkewlkat23xx: be there or be square

(8:33:47 PM) holdxxme: FRIENDS BEFORE BOYS KARA !
(8:34:02 PM) burningduck14: bros before hos
(8:34:50 PM) xxkayayeexx: well...im not a guy
(8:35:00 PM) holdxxme: of course nottttt...
(8:35:14 PM) burningduck14: or is she
(8:35:25 PM) burningduck14: jest get ride of the s in she

(8:39:49 PM) xxkayayeexx: cuz austin was 'telling' you something in science and joeys like flipping out...im like "is there something i should know about" hes like "no, but austin’s gonna tell her something weird like i think she’s hot or sunthin"
(8:39:52 PM) burningduck14: where’s kara
(8:39:55 PM) burningduck14: n/m
(8:40:27 PM) holdxxme: you always seem to have the best timing tony. xD
(8:40:34 PM) burningduck14: yea i know

(8:42:56 PM) burningduck14: ur fat kara
(8:43:04 PM) holdxxme: no.
(8:43:09 PM) holdxxme: she's obesely obese.
(8:43:12 PM) holdxxme: get it right.
(8:43:18 PM) xxkayayeexx: yah, god tony, get it right

2nt grade Sabrina;;

“yesterday aftr school I went to parat techr camfrans and we went to brgrking.”
“I got a toy if you rob her fas it gets witr.”
“a loning time ago I was in the nas papr.”
“we wrl at the park and on the maitgorand.”
“when the prsan how tok the picrl said “can you pos the mitgorand” and tan he tok the picrl.”
“last thans giving we had colclit piy to.”
“Me and my mom are going to mac frol piys.”
“today the people how mac the donots gave my mom crasmis donots with sprinkrs.”
“some cats and kittens are calitcow, blak and bran.”
“some cats and kittens are wiyt, rang, and gray.”
“some cats have strips and lon frl and some cats have srt frl.”
“yesterday I got a kitty pan and wocis.”
“my mom kod of got me the colr prpr or pink.”
“tar wrl frl the colrs wrl pink, dark blue, lit blue, and prprl but the prprl one is brokin.”
“when it snows I can tayk out my slads.”
“in the wintr the gron aps like to sovr.”
“on the stocing tar is a snowman. He can sing jingr balls.”
“the old lits have to colors in one lit!”
“we played in mikerls room. We played find the scwar.”
“we baldid stuff. Andrea mad a ting. Miker bit notin and I bit a windo.”
“we gave everyone a candr because we wint to yance candr.”
“that’s it. I’m naming my store yance candr when I grow up.” – moi. :]
“vinne the kitty loves the toy mor then destroying the crtins.”
“there is cards with santa and ted bars, cand cans and lots of other cinds.”
“the powerpuff girl cod say stuff if you sow her hand.”
“I only know one prsin we are going to rap.”

Paige and Kara in; The Adventures of the Yummy Looking Lollipop

(6:31:03 PM) xxkayayeexx: imma cry....=[
(6:31:12 PM) holdxxme: ??
(6:31:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: i cant open my yummy looking lollipop

-

(6:34:18 PM) xxkayayeexx: ick..it doesn’t taste that good
(6:34:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: it tastes like......some artificial banananananananana flavor
(6:35:06 PM) holdxxme: ewh.
(6:35:16 PM) holdxxme: i hate banananananananana flavor.
(6:35:22 PM) holdxxme: even when it's not artificial.

-

(6:38:05 PM) xxkayayeexx: the lollipop looks pretty...imma take a pick of it n show it to you tomarrow

(6:38:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: oo, now its has a yummy strawberry flavor
(6:39:03 PM) holdxxme: weirdddd.
(6:39:20 PM) xxkayayeexx: now i like it

-

(6:39:51 PM) xxkayayeexx: i love how were having a convo about my lollipop!!
(6:40:29 PM) holdxxme: my lollipops bring all the boys to the yard and they're like, "mine's banananananananaer than yours, damn right, it's banananananer than yours."

-

(6:45:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: ooo, now its a lemony flavor!!
(6:46:08 PM) holdxxme: that is one strange lollipop

THE END<3

(6:35:46 PM) xxkayayeexx: OW
(6:36:09 PM) holdxxme: you sound like you were singing a pop song. you know how sometimes they're just like, "OW"

(8:30:23 PM) xxkayayeexx: what if i /do/ like him that way?
(8:30:33 PM) holdxxme: well he doesn' like you back.
(8:30:39 PM) holdxxme: or have you started shoveling?
(8:30:41 PM) holdxxme: =o
(8:30:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: WHOA!!! A FLYING PIG!!!
(8:31:01 PM) xxkayayeexx: =o

(8:33:50 PM) holdxxme: because he doesn't like you.
(8:33:56 PM) holdxxme: IN.YOUR.FACE.
(8:34:30 PM) xxkayayeexx: i really couldn’t care less
(8:34:40 PM) xxkayayeexx: SO.IN.YOUR.FACE

(8:23:07 PM) xxkayayeexx: oshh
(8:23:17 PM) holdxxme: oshkoshbegosh

(8:22:47 PM) xxkayayeexx: BAM
(8:22:51 PM) xxkayayeexx: they break up
(8:22:55 PM) holdxxme: WHAM-O
(8:23:02 PM) holdxxme: [that's a better word than bam]

holdxxme: yeah.
burningduck14: yup
xxkayayeexx: mhm
holdxxme: no.

(8:39:06 PM) holdxxme: DEAL WITH IT.
(8:39:12 PM) holdxxme: I AIN'T TELLING YOU NO LIES GIRL.
(8:39:23 PM) holdxxme: DEAL WITH IT
(8:40:11 PM) xxkayayeexx: you have got to deal with it, i ain’t telling you know lies. just deal with it. tell me why you roll your eyes ~rollseyes~

(8:42:12 PM) holdxxme: there's this drop down menu thing and you high light whatever and you click, "strikethrough"
(8:42:38 PM) xxkayayeexx: pshh im jealous
(8:42:50 PM) holdxxme: you should be.
(8:42:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: that sound fun tho....STRIKE THROUGH!!!

(8:43:14 PM) holdxxme: ahahaha. it issss. almost as fun as IMing yourself.
(8:43:18 PM) holdxxme: you should try it.
(8:43:29 PM) xxkayayeexx: i already have
(8:43:37 PM) holdxxme: ahahahahaha.
(8:43:40 PM) holdxxme: we're dorks.

(8:49:14 PM) holdxxme: b-4.
(8:49:17 PM) holdxxme: ahahahaha.
(8:49:21 PM) holdxxme: bingo-speak.
(8:49:22 PM) holdxxme: :]]]]
(8:49:49 PM) xxkayayeexx: wowwww someones hyperrr
(8:50:17 PM) holdxxme: no. maybe. a little. WHY DO YOU ASK.

(9:01:07 PM) xxkayayeexx: my mom heard me cracking up and shes like wtf?
(9:03:17 PM) holdxxme: what are you studying /for/?
(9:04:54 PM) xxkayayeexx: "algebra" im not /actually studying...my momm just thinks i am
(9:05:01 PM) holdxxme: ahaa. nice.
(9:05:46 PM) holdxxme: just tell her that the fact that you couldn't understand the algebra before was so hilarious and now that you've studied /so/ hard, you totally get it. which explains your cracking up

(5:29:44 PM) holdxxme: we'll pick you up at 10 of 9.
(5:29:57 PM) holdxxme: [that's 8:50 for all you blondes out there]
(5:30:13 PM) xxkayayeexx: HEYY!!! I KNEW WHAT THAT WAS!!
(5:30:24 PM) holdxxme: suuuure. -doesn't believe her-

(5:31:06 PM) xxkayayeexx: dont you /love/ the song?
(5:31:13 PM) holdxxme: it's my new favorite. xDDD
(5:31:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: lmao
(5:31:28 PM) holdxxme: they sound like they have laryngitis but refuse to miss their concert.

(5:52:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: we should start singing it at half time tomrrow!!
(5:53:11 PM) holdxxme: "IS HE GAY OR EUROPEAN?”
(5:53:20 PM) holdxxme: i wonder how many people would answer.
(5:53:29 PM) xxkayayeexx: hmm...
(5:53:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: theres only 1 way to find out…

(7:41:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: and sabrina’s screwed up present
(7:41:48 PM) holdxxme: yesyes.
(7:43:01 PM) xxkayayeexx: or more like the broken cage with the dead bird

(3:21:22 PM) holdxxme: cwoging? never heard of that before.
(3:21:24 PM) holdxxme: xD
(3:21:43 PM) xxkayayeexx: instead of cocking its now cwoging

(3:22:44 PM) xxkayayeexx: i just got from da mal man, guess what i got?
(3:22:59 PM) xxkayayeexx: i got me some bathin apes
(3:23:15 PM) holdxxme: you sound jamacan, "i just got from da mall mahn."

(8:03:28 PM) holdxxme: i just had the weirdest sneeze ever.
(8:03:38 PM) holdxxme: it was like, "ah-blewwwpshshsh"
(8:03:45 PM) holdxxme: it sounded kinda like a deflating balloon.
(8:03:49 PM) holdxxme: and now my nose feels weird.
(8:04:15 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahahha nice

(8:05:27 PM) xxkayayeexx: ill make sure you stay up /at least/ until midnight
(8:06:04 PM) xxkayayeexx: even if i have to start going "paaaaiiiiiige waaaaake uuuuuup" ~hits paige tired-ly~

(8:07:25 PM) xxkayayeexx: you sure it was a sneeze?
(8:08:56 PM) holdxxme: ahaha. not really. maybe it was my afinegin exploading. =o. and no one knows about the afinegin because it's not that important, but it sounds like a sneeze/deflating balloon when it explodes and makes your chest hurt afterwards. maybe i have some disease that hasn't been discovered yeah. woah. that'd be spiffy. :]]
(8:09:35 PM) xxkayayeexx: that’d be spiffy? riight
(8:09:42 PM) xxkayayeexx: til you die
(8:10:13 PM) holdxxme: yeah until they find out that your afinegin really /is/ important.
(8:10:21 PM) xxkayayeexx: exactly
(8:10:21 PM) holdxxme: it'd be spiffy until then.

(8:27:58 PM) xxkayayeexx: i sent an invite to both
(8:28:21 PM) xxkayayeexx: and if you don’t accept them....i might have to kill you..

(6:34:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: what time do /you/ wanna come over and party with kara the party animal?

(6:37:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: you just watch, were gonna sneak outs the house at night and go crash his party!
(6:37:49 PM) holdxxme: YEAH WE WILL. :]
(6:38:08 PM) xxkayayeexx: WOOT!!

(7:12:55 PM) xxkayayeexx: he could /at least/ have an away
(7:12:59 PM) holdxxme: i'm away and here, he's online and not there.
(7:13:02 PM) holdxxme: same diff.

(7:14:03 PM) xxkayayeexx: he said that he doesn’t have a life and I’m like "neither do i so don’t feel bad." like not exactly, but still
(7:14:15 PM) holdxxme: well, you don't.
(7:14:21 PM) holdxxme: you should buy one on e-bay.
(7:14:26 PM) holdxxme: you both should.
(7:14:33 PM) holdxxme: maybe they'll be "buy one, get one free."

(7:14:50 PM) xxkayayeexx: hoo hoo hoo
(7:15:06 PM) holdxxme: WHO LET THE DOGS OUT?
(7:15:14 PM) holdxxme: that's what it reminded me of. (:
(7:15:14 PM) xxkayayeexx: WHO WHO WHO WHO?

(7:15:31 PM) xxkayayeexx: its my awesome laugh. member?
(7:15:49 PM) holdxxme: sure. -pretends she does, but really doesn't-

(7:17:49 PM) xxkayayeexx: yah, tape it to the one next to it
(7:18:01 PM) xxkayayeexx: which i can do myself
(7:18:09 PM) xxkayayeexx: and a lot more gentle
(7:18:26 PM) holdxxme: ahaha. i can see it now; kara goes to school with her toes duck taped together.

(7:20:40 PM) xxkayayeexx: it hurtsssss
(7:20:49 PM) xxkayayeexx: now its getting all warm
(7:20:56 PM) holdxxme: strange.
(7:21:04 PM) holdxxme: it's like the lollipop you had that changed flavors.
(7:21:07 PM) holdxxme: only in toe form.

(7:01:59 PM) holdxxme: he started talking about me dumping him again and i HATE it when he does that cause it's like, i did it. we know. it was a mistake. big deal. so i told him to stop talking about it and he's like, "WELL YOU BROKE MY HEART" and i'm like, "WELL I'M SORRY BUT IT WASN'T MY FAULT" and he's like, "IT WAS TOO YOUR FAULT." and then he did his n*sync thing.
(7:02:24 PM) xxkayayeexx: haha
(7:02:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: sry
(7:02:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: ]but that nsync thing was funny

(7:04:08 PM) xxkayayeexx: maybe i can knock some sense into him ~pounds fist into hand~

(7:05:17 PM) xxkayayeexx: when me n michelle went to his house he was throwin snowballs and i jumped of the snowbank and sorta landed on him
(7:05:29 PM) holdxxme: ahahahahaha. nice kara. nice.
(7:05:38 PM) xxkayayeexx: i know
(7:05:44 PM) xxkayayeexx: it was pretty funn

(7:10:50 PM) holdxxme: everytime i see your bubbly face, i get the tingles in a silly place.
(7:10:59 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahahaha
(7:11:03 PM) xxkayayeexx: that was bad
(7:11:07 PM) holdxxme: i'm sorry.

(5:56:21 PM) xxkayayeexx: haha youre hilarious
(5:56:28 PM) holdxxme: i know.

(7:29:11 PM) xxkayayeexx: i dont like you
(7:29:17 PM) holdxxme: good.
(7:29:21 PM) holdxxme: i don't like you either.
(7:29:23 PM) holdxxme: goodbye.

(8:24:38 PM) holdxxme: WELL YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO LIKE SOMEONE ELSE.
(8:24:55 PM) xxkayayeexx: I KNOW AND IT MAKES ME A HYPOCRITE
(8:25:05 PM) holdxxme: YES IT DOES.
(8:25:10 PM) holdxxme: WHY ARE WE SCREAMING?

(9:02:07 PM) holdxxme: OH YEAH !
(9:02:15 PM) xxkayayeexx: wow you’re having blonde moments today

(9:07:48 PM) xxkayayeexx: they’re more like benifit buddies cuz they ignore eac hother at school....but then they kiss
(9:07:59 PM) holdxxme: ahahahahahahahaha !
(9:08:02 PM) holdxxme: sorry.
(9:08:04 PM) holdxxme: that made me smile.
(9:08:08 PM) holdxxme: i'm not sure why.

(9:11:07 PM) xxkayayeexx: cuz im /smart/ ~points to head~

(9:13:15 PM) xxkayayeexx: but, maybe we could start proving to ppl that youre worth it and then hed go back out with you
(9:13:21 PM) holdxxme: yeah.
(9:13:26 PM) holdxxme: but HOW?
(9:13:36 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahahahahahah like a CAMPAIGN!!!!

(9:24:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: if i wake up on my birthday...and see corbin bleu staring at me.....imma have a heart attack and die. then ill haunt you and your parents for getting it for me

(6:31:17 PM) xxkayayeexx: i have now swalloed a total of 5 rubberbands!! i can set a world record!!
(6:31:18 PM) xxkayayeexx: =]
(6:31:23 PM) holdxxme: woah.
(6:31:29 PM) holdxxme: that must be freaky.
(6:31:38 PM) holdxxme: like, you have 5 rubberbands inside you now.
(6:31:57 PM) holdxxme: one day, you're going to want a baby, but you can't have one because the rubberbands will strangle it.
(6:32:09 PM) holdxxme: tragic, really.
(6:32:26 PM) holdxxme: or, you know, you may be able to crap them out before it gets that extreme.

(6:37:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: and i used to eat crayons when i was relly little
(6:37:32 PM) holdxxme: i had three pieces and i'm like, "okay. i'm done. this is gross."
(6:37:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: aha. noce
(6:37:47 PM) holdxxme: great. so your baby will be purple and strangled with rubber bands.
(6:38:19 PM) xxkayayeexx: who says it was a prrprr crayon?
(6:38:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: i think it was red or green
(6:38:38 PM) holdxxme: ahaha. fine. you'll have a christmas baby.

(6:40:40 PM) xxkayayeexx: but mine will /still/ be better than yours cuz sabrinas son likes mine more
(6:40:40 PM) xxkayayeexx: =p
(6:40:47 PM) holdxxme: ahaha. sure.
(6:41:29 PM) holdxxme: nah. yours will be a slut so he'll go to yours when he wants sex. my girl will be his wife who loves him. (:

(6:46:32 PM) holdxxme: no kara.
(6:46:35 PM) holdxxme: i'm bulimic.
(6:46:40 PM) holdxxme: i was throwing up in there too.
(6:46:42 PM) holdxxme: =o
(6:46:43 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahahahahhahaha

(4:48:14 PM) holdxxme: wow.
(4:48:17 PM) holdxxme: we're envied by all. (:
(4:48:32 PM) xxkayayeexx: im like sooo happy right now
(4:48:39 PM) holdxxme: me too. (:

(4:58:39 PM) holdxxme: look at my ass look at my thighs. i'm catnip to the guysss.... -sings-
(4:58:50 PM) xxkayayeexx: wow
(5:00:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: i wish i was catnip to all the guys

(5:20:40 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~goes to pats sn and says "hey, can i have youre pw so i can read youre emails and logs to see if youre talking about me?"~
(5:20:54 PM) holdxxme: ahahahahahahahaha.
(5:20:58 PM) holdxxme: -is humored-

(7:39:09 PM) holdxxme: -SNAPS AGAIN-
(7:39:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: snaps?
(7:39:32 PM) holdxxme: legally blond. (:
(7:39:41 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~rollseyes~
(7:39:42 PM) holdxxme: instead of clap, they snap.

(4:19:05 PM) holdxxme: why do these people think i want to **** their boy friends? their boy friends, like, want to **** me. (:
(4:19:20 PM) xxkayayeexx: wow

(4:30:51 PM) holdxxme: whateverrrrrr. -rolls eyes-
(4:31:16 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~hand motion~

(6:01:15 PM) holdxxme: i think you'd be better with corbin bleu and you can have your little blond afro kids. (:
(6:01:24 PM) xxkayayeexx: =]

(7:10:03 PM) xxkayayeexx: my moods just gonna get worse tomarrow in algebra...just a warning
(7:10:15 PM) holdxxme: oh god -prepares herself-

(5:50:23 PM) holdxxme: kara !
(5:51:00 PM) xxkayayeexx: paige !

(6:47:21 PM) holdxxme: SO TALK HIM INTO IT. -gogonudgenudge-
(6:47:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahahhahahaha
(6:47:27 PM) xxkayayeexx: im trying
(6:47:43 PM) xxkayayeexx: im not doing it as forcefully as usual tho
(6:48:02 PM) holdxxme: not like your usual -punches fist to palm- forceful ness?
(6:48:17 PM) xxkayayeexx: hahaha
(6:48:22 PM) xxkayayeexx: no

(6:55:16 PM) xxkayayeexx: aha. i told him how were pulling off "the paige"
(6:55:24 PM) holdxxme: AHAHAHAHA. nice. xD
(6:55:27 PM) xxkayayeexx: mhm
LATER;;
(6:59:33 PM) xxkayayeexx: i told him he’s good at pulling off the paige.

xxkayayeexx (7:14:18 PM): do you take bribes?

(7:20:37 PM) xxkayayeexx: its kinda funny tho
(7:20:42 PM) holdxxme: a little.
(7:20:54 PM) xxkayayeexx: til he comes to my house with a gun
(7:21:10 PM) holdxxme: or a pole. xDDDD

(7:54:07 PM) xxkayayeexx: so. go call sabrina
(7:54:21 PM) holdxxme: yessir
(7:54:28 PM) xxkayayeexx: ma'am

(8:45:48 PM) holdxxme: i can't believe we were ever best friends.
(8:46:18 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~shudders~
(8:46:27 PM) xxkayayeexx: just the thought scares me

(9:04:04 PM) holdxxme: it's a gift from me to elle !
(9:04:21 PM) xxkayayeexx: .......what?
(9:04:27 PM) holdxxme: it's a song.
(9:04:29 PM) holdxxme: xP
(9:05:34 PM) xxkayayeexx: okay...just had to make sure i didn’t miss something

(9:27:49 PM) xxkayayeexx: me and my online, non-tone-deaf singing
(9:27:56 PM) holdxxme: riight. xD
(9:28:06 PM) xxkayayeexx: im not tone deaf online

(12:17:23 PM) xxkayayeexx: I KNOW
(12:17:34 PM) xxkayayeexx: i cant draw a fricken toilet

(12:41:25 PM) holdxxme: i woke up at 8.
(12:41:27 PM) holdxxme: (:
(12:41:42 PM) xxkayayeexx: but youre weird

xxkayayeexx: ill ask him if hes horny
holdxxme: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
holdxxme: DO ITTTT
xxkayayeexx: can i cani cani?
xxkayayeexx: i put it...im like "tony....are you horny?"

(1:58:57 PM) xxkayayeexx: i /told/ him not to flirt with you if he’s not gonna go out with you
(1:59:06 PM) holdxxme: i know. but he doesn't get it.
(2:01:11 PM) holdxxme: he knows he's not suppossed to.
(2:01:26 PM) xxkayayeexx: at least i taught him /something/
(2:02:17 PM) holdxxme: it's just not past his thick skull enough.
(2:02:35 PM) xxkayayeexx: but at least its in his thick skull

(4:19:39 PM) xxkayayeexx: ~gives paige "the look"~
(4:19:48 PM) holdxxme: -grins innocently-

(5:06:35 PM) holdxxme: i really want to IM her and be like, "hey hypocritical drama whore. (:"
(5:06:52 PM) xxkayayeexx: thatd be hilariousss
(5:07:24 PM) xxkayayeexx: if only you could press *69 or w.e so she wouldnt know who it was

(10:14:45 AM) xxkayayeexx: this is a public service announcment; shoot out is a dance and is not intended to incite any violent activities.
(10:14:46 AM) xxkayayeexx: you.

fairytales don't always have a [happy] ending...

some people can just be so stupid.
UGH.
okay.
so here's the deal.
i know this couple.
i'll name them... Jake and Carrie.
well, jake really loves carrie. i know so. he told me.
carrie on the other hand... no one thinks she likes jake.
NO ONE.
except maybe her close friends, or whatever.
like, she's ditched him so many times.
like once, he was waiting to say goodbye to her and she just WALKED AWAY with her friends.
like, that's ridiculous.
but he's too stupid to notice that she doesn't care.
i want the best for them, i really do.
but they're both such.... OHMYGOD.
oh.
and they got into a fight yesterday.
carrie got super offended because jake told her that she didn't totally act like she loved him [which is reasonable, cause she DOESN'T]
then she got all pissed at him because he was hanging out with other girls more then her.
WTF?
she hangs out with other guys & he's not mad.
like, he tries to hang out with her, but she ditches him for her friends, so he hangs out with other people.
it's like....
she doesn't deserve him.
i know she doesn't.
because he's the sweetest, cutest, most amazing guy ever, and she won't give him the time of day.
sure, i was shy when i had a boy friend, but i never acted like he didn't exist !
i think maybe jake's starting to realize that carrie's not the right one for him.
i dunno. i hope so.
we'll see.
love&kisses,
Paige

my poem [that took me forever]

First Love

Another day, another tear.

Another hope, another fear.

She’s done with him, she’s done with love.

He lies again, she receives another shove.

Everything they had, everything was gone,

All because she felt she had no one to lean on.

She needed him there, so she had to leave,

It was the wrong thing, she was so naive.

Now he loves another, no better than the first,

Yet this pain she feels from heartbreak is the worst.

He deserves so much better,

She’d prove herself to him, if only he’d let her.

His new girl doesn’t care,

To her, it’s all about the kisses and stuffed bear.

She knows he’ll figure it out eventually,

Even if she breaks them up unintentionally.

There for him still,

Drama, lies, and gossip, she gets her daily fill.

With every tear he sheds, she’s there for him.

Yet still the chances of him falling for her again are slim.

He hurts her, her heart breaks,

With every breath he unconsciously takes.

Maybe he doesn’t know what’s killing her inside,

All her secrets she tends to hide.

She’s yet to find someone who she can trust,

Most of her friendships have turned to dust.

She thought she had a friend in this amazing boy,

Though, it seems all he does is take away her joy.

“I’m done with these lies,” she says with a tear,

For the answer to her problems is really very clear.

She could forget about her love,

Which there has been talk of,

But she can’t forget her first,

Losing those memories would be the worst.

So she picks up a knife, then it tumbles to the floor,

And she asks herself, “Oh my god, what am I really doing this for?”

“All this stress over one silly boy?”

“All he’s done is play with my heart like a toy.”

“I’m done with his games,” she said, sad no more.

“I’ll take all his lies and throw them out the door.”

So that’s what she did, or, at least, she tried.

For the very next night, she lay down and cried.

And that’s when she realized she’d never be glad,

Until he came back and made her less sad.

I’m sure a happily ever after would make this story grand,

But he never apologized, never held her hand.

Through life, she survived,

Even of love she wasn’t deprived.

But she’s glad she never forgot what her and her first love once had,

For she can always take out the memories, and know what made her sad.

She’ll never make the mistake of leaving someone again,

But why he never took her back is a mystery among men.

It’s okay, though, she’s happy now,

First love lasts forever, even if no one knows how.

love [eqals] itunes surveys

Life as a movie[through itunes shuffle]
Put your itunes on shuffle to answer questions...noskipping/cheating
Opening Credits::	Down in Mississippi- Sugarland
Waking Up::	You'll Think Of Me- Keith Urban
Getting Ready::	Let Me Be the One- Mandy Moore
Bus Ride to School::	Get Your Shine On- Jesse McCartney
School::	jump to the Rhythm- Jordan Pruitt
Friends::	Candyman- Christina Aguilera
Enemies::	Grillz- Nelly
Teachers::	Walk Away- Kelly Clarkson
Classes::	So Yesterday- Hilary Duff
Home::	As I Am- Hilary Duff
Parents::	Make You Mine- Vanessa Hudgens
Siblings::	One Original Thing- Cheyanne Kimball
Boyfriend/girlfriend::	I Am One of Them- Aly & AJ
Party::	I Don't Dance- HSM2
Fight With Boyfriend/girlfriend::	Run-Around- Blues Traveler
Breaking up::	Behind These hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson
Downward spiral::	My Boo- Usher & Alicia Keys
Low days::	We Can- LeAnne Rimes
Recovery::	Go Figure- Everlife
Happiness::	Unwritten- Natasha Bedingfield
Getting back together::	Part of Your World- Skye Sweetnam
graduation day::	Kerosene- Miranda Lamburt
College::	She's No You- Jesse McCartney
Marriage::	Hide Away- Hilary Duff
honey moon::	Year 3000- Jonas Brothers
Birth of a child::	Ugly- Brie Larson
Work/Grown up life::	Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
Death Scene::	The Math- Hilary Duff
Ending Credits::	Face Down- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

Finnish the sentence by shuffling your ITunes/MP3/Winamp/whatever
My name is...:	Ain't No Other Man
I am...:	I Know
I feel like...:	A Thousand Miles
I want to be...:	Do Your Own Thing
I wish...:	The Stupid Things
Your Life
When I was born...:	Everytime
My parents made me while...:	Haters
My first words were...:	Celebrity
When I met my best friend I thought...:	So Real
My first crush was...:	High School Never Ends
My first date...:	Love the One You're With
My first kiss...:	Cooties
Me and my best friends discuss about...:	Love Just is
My school is like...:	Sugar, We're Goin' Down
My first job was...:	Ocean Avenue
My first concert was...:	Girlfriend
My wedding-song will be...:	Show Stopper
When I lose my job I think...:	Beautiful Soul
This will people say about me at my funeral...:	Girl
My funeral song will be...:	You Can't Stop the Beat
In heaven I sing this to god...:	Circles
God kicks me out of heaven, that's what I'll tell him...:	Unfaithful
With the devil I talk about...:	Zip-A-Dee-Do-Dah
Thoughts
My parents think about me...:	Red High Heels
My grandparents think about me...:	Yee Haw
My siblings think about me...:	Be Good to Me
My teachers/boss think about me...:	Story of a Girl
My best friends think about me...:	Where the Green Grass Grows
I think about my parents...:	Pop, Lock, & Drop it
I think about my grandparents...:	Wake Up
I think about my siblings...:	Old Blue Jeans
I think about my teachers/boss:	Wait A Minute
I think about my best friends...:	One in a Million
Foreign people might think about me...:	She Said
And last but not least...
This night I'll dream of...:	Say My Name
Last night I dreamt of...:	SOS
I never want to dream of...:	I Am
I need...:	Superstition
I don't need...:	Hanging On
This survey is...:	Someone's Watching Over Me
:	I'm Alright<3>
Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

Your love life on itunes
Open your itunes and put it on shuffle. Every answer is a song title.
How did you meet?:	Apologize
His/her first impression of you?:	Come to Me
your first impression of them?:	Best Day of my Life
How'd you two feel when you met?:	Lose Control
Describe the first date.:	Headstrong
Ending the night?:	Broken
The best time you've had together:	Invincible
Worst thing that's happened between you guys?:	Cold Day in July
First time kissing::	Gotta Go My Own Way
Meeting his/her parents::	Take My Breath Away
The impressions on the parents you made::	What I Go to School For
Having a fight::	Beep
Anniversary::	Step Up
A present he/she gave you::	Why Don't You Kiss Her?
coming to them on a really bad day::	Everything Back But You
falling in love::	If I Fall, You're Going Down With Me
Your song together is::	Breathe [2am]
Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

comments on which you thought were most amazing, are loved. :]]

i need to stop [now]

this love isn't even healthy anymore.
i'm attracted to the worst possible person i could choose to love ever.
and it's stupid because i hate him so much, but i love him.
which makes no sense.
and he doesn't understand either.
which makes it way worse.
i've apologized five million times, but nothing seems to really get through, you know?
and i should accept the fact that it's over, but i can't let go because what if the moment i decide to forget him, he comes back.
it's that last strand of hope that keeps me hanging on.
and i'm not giving up until i get him back.
girls can lie all they want, but she doesn't love him as much as i did.
and nothing can change that.
he doesn't understand what i'd do if he'd take me back.
but i don't know how to show it to him.
so now i'm not happy.
like zac efron.
maybe i should marry him<3
- Paige

PS. i wish it was christmas..