Thursday, December 27, 2007

i give up [..maybe..]

wanna hear the stupidest thing ever?
well i went to a basketball game with kara tonight and we had super fun, like we always do.
but erika was there.
so my parents were like, "go say hi to erika or we'll never take you to another game" [which was stupid in the first place]
so i'm like, "i'm not really her friend but whatever i'll go at half time" [cause usually the people run around & stuff and so you're not noticed if you sit in the bleachers.]
soanyway.
half time came and everyone was, like, huddled and so i was scared to go over to her.
so i didn't.
and now my parents are really mad at me and really won't take me to another game.
because we got home and my dad's like, "you embarrassed me. so i really am never going to take you to another game." so i'm like, "how the heck was i embarrassing?!?!" he's like, "you seem like a stalker." and i'm like, "how does that affect you?" and he's like, "you're my daughter; you're my responsibility." and i'm like, "well that's stupid. you didn't have to take me in the first place." he's like, "it doesn't matter. you aren't going to anymore." i'm like, "whatever. no big deal." he's like, "it is a big deal cause you won't admit that you did something wrong." i'm like, "what did i do wrong?!?!?!" and then he walked away.
like i didn't mean anything.
which i'm sure i don't.
because my life is pretty much over.
and i'm really scared cause my mom has thyroid cancer and she's having surgery tomorrow.
so i'm gonna be at my grandma's trying to get my mind off of things; yet probably crying in the process.
whatever.
you don't even know how much i've cried today.
srsly, i could make a river and drown someone in it.
you don't know how much i want to.
comments to make me feel better?
- Paige

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love you Paige!! i could tell your dad was pretty pissed...he didnt even say bye to me. just sayin. butyah, your mom will be fine, so dont worry about that...and your dad will prolly take you to the games, just give him awhile. and you /do/ matter, i dunno what i woulf do with out you.
♥Kara

Anonymous said...

wen ppl make paige sad
ppl make me sad
so i sad with u
so u not alone
so i here
so be happy
=D

or i might just have to eat you until you do be happy. [so u might just wana be happy cuz it isnt nice when you are eaten]

Anonymous said...

i ment very nice
=D

Anonymous said...

No offense, but that was a stupid reason for your dad to get mad at you, and why would you seem like a stalker? Hope your mom is okay.

Anonymous said...

well that erason for gettin mad at you makes no sense to me whatsoever...I really don't see how you could be a stalker in any way. I hope things lighten up, and hope that your mom is okay:)